If I am being truly honest, I am not happy with myself. It is something I have to work and I am trying.
If I am being honest, I have put off meeting new people in Saskatchewan.
If I am being honest I despise intimacy with my husband right now.
If I am being honest I avoid mirrors at all costs.
If I am being honest I have been afraid to make friends.
Now today I have decided.I have to respect myself,if I dont how can I expect other people too. I will admitt I am on a life change. In the process I have lost 19 pounds.I have also come to realize if someone doesnt like me because of how I look,then it wasnt worth being their friend anyway.I am not doormat and I am not a victim. And I need to stop acting as such.
My husband and I have set up counselling. We have decided we have something worth saving. We will not just throw away 14 years together and 12 and half years of marriage.
This is me,Brandee. Hello